this is an honesty post. hopefully not one you're going to dread reading.
honestly, why i haven't been posting much lately.
fact: things have been quiet here. i've been quiet. i've been tired. i've been a little lost in the everyday.
and i've definitely been struggling. i'm going through something really hard right now, and it's involved a lot of praying + letting go of things.
i also have wonderful friends.
i have been reading books again. i'd almost forgotten how wonderful they were. among recent favorites are the percy jackson series and the book thief.
i've been listening to music. i've been pondering ideas. i've been cooking/baking (something i'm really coming to enjoy.)
i've been sleepy, saying goodnight at 12am and waking up at 8:15. trying to get back into schedules. feeling stressed about schoolwork.
so i guess it's been average, but average days are important too.
i have words to say. i just need time to write them.
so thank you for being patient. thank you for your feedback on my posts. thank you for being my awesome friends.
and when the sun shines, it will shine out the clearer.